i have finally… come to the conclusion.. that after like 6 months, im finally over you.. and it feels so good(: ill even tell you how good it feels. You know that feeling on christmas, when you start to open your present, and you see all the things you got and all the things your going to put as your facebook status to make all your friends jealous… that feeling. The feeling when you get your first kiss. The feeling you get when its a day of your party that you have been planning forever. The feeling you get when you get on a rollercoaster Legit, i can go on forever. But my point is. im over youuuuu. <3
Dear Douchebag, oh and… you.
Fuck you really. Thank you for making my life miserable (y) I spent months… trying to make things perfect. I tried everything.I went above and beyond for you. I did everything i possibly could to make you want me. It turns out it was all a lie. Our relationship was a lie. From beginning to end. All your compliments, your phone calls, your i love yous.. everything.. hearts; smiley faces. It turns out my BEST FRIEND, i repeat BEST FRIEND, is the one to do that for you. LOL. You make me laugh. Acually you both make me laugh pretty hard. Isnt like the girl code for all bestfriends to NOT talk to your bestfriends crush. LOL. well i guess my friends havnt been introduced to that before. Your both backstabbers. Your shady as well. Hook up at a party, keep it from me….mission unacomplished. i found out (: Dont fucking text me. i do not want to hear your fake sympothy apology on how you were pressured, and how your only friends, and how it meant shit. MEANWHILE, you both like eachother. If someone told you to jump off a fucking bridge would you do it. Dont think so. i pressure you to do that. I cant wait till you grow the balls and talk to me because at the moment your afraid. like always.. nothing new. This apolgy is going to be 290304973 times better <3 and when you text me… ill screenshot it and reblog :D HEHEH. fuck you. and fuck you too. DEAD TO ME.